void of course

the earth will swing us, as she goes

if not,

Posted by sailorstakewarning on October 17, 2010

it is so good to be home again. i’ve cooked, cleaned my apartment, went to bradley’s 1st birthday party & cooked some more. it’s cold & i love it. i’m wearing 3 layers of clothes & am happy with it. i’ve avoided making decisions i don’t want to make & am ok with it. now i’m reading sappho & listening to the river king snuggled up on the couch with every candle going & a cup of tea. my dog is tucked in under a fleece blanket. everything could be very different right now, if i had opened my mouth earlier in the evening but i kept it shut. what is that, anyways? mainly because i just spent a week away & want to be home, i guess. i simply refuse to bend myself for anyone again, it gets you nowhere & always ends the same way. so cuddling up on my couch with candles & tea & my books? not winter.



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